I am so attracted to you, it’s ridiculous. I get nervous when you’re around me, and I get all tongue tied and I end up not even being able to look at you. Oh my gosh, I need to get a grip.
I’ve been up reading and I know I’m gonna regret this and silently scold myself at school. But this is clearing my head and that’s exactly what I need right now.
Now I’m back to venting on this shit cause no one wants to listen to my lovesick problems.
Do yourself a favor and unfollow. A lot of others already have. This blog is most definitely not what it used to be. Sorry to disappoint. Guess I just don’t give a—
No one can ever replace you. Sure, I caught feelings for some other guys. But they were never serious. I never really liked anyone as much as I liked you. With you, I never questioned my feelings. Now I’m cautious as hell and I can’t seem to fall for anyone else.
It’s crazy to think I still got it for you. But I know I do. I still get jealous when I hear about you dating other girls. I still get mad butterflies in my stomach when we hug. I’m nervous to the max when we talk, cause I never want the conversation to end. I don’t want it to end cause once it does, it’s over. And we won’t talk again for a while. But the conversations never last that long anyway. That’s the saddest part, I think. How we went from talking all day, everyday. To talking every once in a while, exchanging a couple of words and then its done. Sucks.
I still got it bad. I can’t get over you. I can’t seem to brush off the thought that.. I was happiest with you. No other guy will ever make me feel the way you did. I really believe that. At least not for a while, I guess.
I don’t know, man. It’s insane, but I’d run back to you in a heart beat. Just wish you felt the same.
